{"id":5428,"date":"2018-09-13T10:14:24","date_gmt":"2018-09-13T14:14:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/?p=5428"},"modified":"2018-09-13T10:45:24","modified_gmt":"2018-09-13T14:45:24","slug":"limbo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/writing\/limbo\/","title":{"rendered":"Limbo"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_2109.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-5429\" src=\"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_2109-450x420.jpg\" alt=\"Tree beside a foggy road\" width=\"300\" height=\"280\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_2109-450x420.jpg 450w, https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_2109-300x280.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_2109-768x717.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_2109-250x233.jpg 250w, https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/IMG_2109.jpg 823w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>We\u2019re all waiting for <a href=\"https:\/\/www.npr.org\/2018\/09\/13\/647358237\/hurricane-florence-weakens-a-bit-as-it-closes-in-on-north-carolina-coast\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Hurricane Florence<\/a> to make landfall, even those of us who live far away. With friends and relatives in the Carolinas, we\u2019re braced for disaster with both a thrill at the power of nature and a gnawing, anticipatory helplessness.<\/p>\n<p>The weather mirrors my own restless limbo while I wait to hear back from my agent about my new YA novel. He tells me he\u2019ll have notes for me next week, which is soon, and I trust he likes the book, but I won\u2019t know for sure until then.<\/p>\n<p>Both situations remind me that we have little control, sometimes, over things that matter to us a lot. We can prepare, evacuate, and work hard, but we still encounter times when we have to wait, when a turning point depends on someone or something else.<\/p>\n<p>This is the time before answers. But those answers are exterior ones. The inner ones are still in our control. For me, limbo has solidified one thing: I\u2019m certain my novel is good. It\u2019s not perfect, it may not be good enough for the next stage, but it\u2019s the best I can do at this point. I\u2019m as ready as I can be.<\/p>\n<p>My thoughts are with those in the path of the hurricane. Stay safe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>We\u2019re all waiting for Hurricane Florence to make landfall, even those of us who live far away. With friends and relatives in the Carolinas, we\u2019re braced for disaster with both a thrill at the power of nature and a gnawing, anticipatory helplessness. The weather mirrors my own restless limbo while I wait to hear back [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[37],"class_list":["post-5428","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-writing","tag-writing-2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5428","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5428"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5428\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5433,"href":"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5428\/revisions\/5433"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5428"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5428"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.caraghobrien.com\/book\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5428"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}